if only we could be a kid again..Life is not that easy when we are in the age of 20 something. It is the time to think about life, future, relationship, business, etc. It sounded fun when we were in a high school, but it isn't in the reality. I am at the age of 20s, and I have worked my ass off just to follow my dreams, though, there are a lot of obstacles to overcome. That is the choice I have made, the day I quit a full-time job and become a freelance writer and blogger at The Equinox Fashion until nowadays. Life is not a perfect concrete picture hanging on the wall. I would say that life is a roller coaster. We have up-and-down experiences, and it is normal. However, getting lost sometimes can be a good thing to realize our thoughts and feelings also.
WE ALL HAVE THAT 'LOST' MOMENT
Everyone's life looks so perfect on social media, including mine, yours, and everyone else. In fact, there are way toooooooo many things going on in my head. Although, my blogging career is going so well, I have a lot of issues to deal with such as visa, and some other freelance works. I am not that old, but I have been constantly thinking about my future of how it is gonna be. How my blog is gonna be? Will I become a successful blogger? Where I am gonna live? Will I be able to make my dream come true?... See, so much stuff going on in my head. I was so stressed out that meditation couldn't even help me calm my thoughts, despite I always meditate every other day. I felt so overwhelmed with the visa situation, and it has been bugging me these days. I was really stressed to the point that I lost the appetite, and laughed in tears 'I think I'm fucked up' told myself.
However, what's the point of being fed up by the things that haven't happened yet? Though, it is still vague for me at some points, I have tried to get a grip of myself and continue on what I am doing. How to deal with anxiety is a major solution which we have to deal it well, or else it will eventually devour us. I am not a depressed person, because I know how to deal with my emotions and focus on the 'now' moment. It is so normal to worry about the future since we do not know how our lives will be. Remember, we are not a fortune teller, we cannot read our own palms, therefore we won't be able to predict anything.
One thing we can definitely do is 'put 100% of the effort' in everything we want our future to turn out. No matter how hard it is, if we keep doing it as a commitment every single day, I am pretty sure that the result can be predictable. Just keep doing and never stop, though sometimes it can be frustrating. When we are lost in our own emotions, try to stay focused in a present. Stop thinking about things that haven't occurred, and live the life we want it to be.