I think I have never posted anything personal about me at all except inspirational words. It is good to get to know you all since I believe that somehow there's something we are connected to one another. This might be the very first post that I am talking about "Love Story" of my life. Don't worry it's not gonna be miserable or emotional lol
Even though, some people think that I don't have boyfriend because of how independent I am, I have been going out with someone for a year. It sounds like awwwwww so sweet, but please I have been through shitty love for all of my life. Therefore, I feel like this man is like the best treasure I have ever found. Some of you may know that I lost my ex from the accident a few years ago, so I am not kind of serious person when it comes to any attachments or relationship since personally I don't think that marriage is important to me.
In my life, I have met wide variety of men but 90% of them were completely jerks. Behind this blogging sphere, I am just one of those women who live and breath normally like everybody else. And my love life couldn't be worse. I am not gonna make myself sounds like a cliche type or 15 years old girl talking about the first love though. I think I have been through a lot, the pain is so much that I don't really think I would want to date with anybody. You know when you are treated in a bad way, or your feelings are fucked enough, it just like "DONE"
However, you gotta get back on track and keep your guard up again and again because this is your life, a part of the word "human-being" I have never blamed about my past nor regretted about anything because it is the past. In fact, you just can't do anything about it. People ask "How do you always be so strong after the nightmare?" I cried my heart out to be honest. However, I just feel like I have to get up and move on. It is useless to cry over something that you can't fix. When I see young girls these days cry and beg for the guys to come back, I just want to tell them "You are better off without him darling, go, get dress and live your life" It sounds hard but it's true.
Whenever I have a break down moment about love, I always think "The only person who I will cry for is my family. No matter how many times my mom or dad makes a complaint, still they are there for me. They raise me for all my life, they pay for tuition fee, my food and everything. Compared to just one person who make me cry like a bitch. Why I am so stupid"
I know it sounds harsh, but it helps me move on stronger.
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