Wednesday, May 18, 2016
Apologize for My On/Off Presence on Social Media
If you have followed my Instagram, you may be able to notice that I seem to disconnect myself to the channel lately, not just the IG, but almost every platform. It is not like I want to give myself a break from this blogosphere, but I have been very busy with my dog, which in a critical stage of his illness. If you know me, you will realize that dog is my everything, especially this 17/18 year-old son.
My dog was diagnosed with the high kidney level (which is not good) My previous dog died because of this shit, and I don't want to go through that f*** up moment again. Yet, I cannot choose my future, right? Here we go again, I and my family are doing every single way to treat this mother f**** illness that we loath the most. It was so painful and devastating when I had to see my previous dog suffering from this, and now I have been trying to get myself together...I have been crying for 3 days in a row now because I cannot cope with this situation. However, I have to do my best in order to help the only love I have. He has been with me for the half of my life, and it will never be the same without him...I don't know why I am telling you this but I just want y'all to know that I am not going anywhere. I have the other important issue to deal and I need to do my best. Trust me, the pile of work that I have is like a mountain now. I spend most of my daytime with my dog. I sleep almost 3 a.m. every night, so little time to work on my shit.
I hope you all doing well!